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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:17 am. |
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:sigh: I am grounded. >< why because i am a stupid head that is why. -_- oh well. not like i am suposed to be feeling sorry for the way that I am. I can't change that no matterhow much I want to try. :shrugs: just have to get through life thebest way that you can and for me hope it ends as quickly as it begane. x_x blah. I drew a picture of me all "Daddy's little girl" like. wearing oversized work shirt and tie: lol it looks cute. ^^ anywho hmmm i had better go.
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| Time: | 7:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!! THIS IS FUCKING PISSING ME OFF!!!!! >< MY DAD TELLS ME THAT AM GROUNDED, BUT WHAT IS THE POINT OF SAYING I AM GROUNDED WHEN HE WON'T LET ME DO ANYTHING ON THE WEEKDAYS ANYWAY!!!! AND NOW HE WANTS TO MAKE IT WERE I CAN'T GO ANYWERE ON THE WEEKENDS?!?!? I FUCKING THINK NOT! HE CAN TRY ALL HE DAMN WELL PLEASE BUT I AM STILL GOING TO SPEND TIME WITH MY FRIENDS! HE IS NOT TAKING EVEN MORE OF MY LIFE AWAY JUST BECAUSE HE IS STUCK IN HIS GAD DAMN ARMY STAGE AND THINKING THAT YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH PRIORITY'S FIRST AND NOT HAVE ANY SOCIAL TIME! WELL SORRY DAD I KNOW YOU HAVE OT DO PRIORITY'S!! BUT HE IS NOT MAKING ME ANOTHER ONE OF THSOS FUCKING GOD DAMN PEOPLE LIKE HIM THAT WALK AROUND WITH A STICK UP THERE ASS 20/4/7!!! IT JUST ISN'T HAPPENING! AND I DON'T CARE WHAT I HAVE TO DO BUT I AM DOING SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND IF IT KILLS ME AND HOPEFULLY IT GOD DAMN DOES!!! NO POINT IN LIVING IN A WORLD WERE WORK IS THE ONLYTHING THAT YOU CAN DO AND HEAR ABOUT EVEN FROM YOUR OWN FAMILY! HE ALWAYS COMPLAINED BECAUSE HE WANTED ME OUT DOING SHIT AND NOW WHEN I START TO HE DOSN'T LET ME!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT!!!! FUCK LIFE!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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♥Neashell and ♥Will | - Are rumoured to have conceived twenty-eight thousand pre-paid kids.
- Enjoy it when they slow dance at every opportunity.
- Are rumoured to be behind a food poisoning ring.
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:sigh: ok yeah I am going over to boomers right now. ;-; cause Will isn't here at KJG's. >< grrrrrrrrr. anywho.
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Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
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Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Ok i have to head off to art class about now I might update after that or maybe just after lunch and I can put a long entry in....-_-;;; again lol. love you all and miss you all so much!!!!! :tackles rachel Ashe Eric and Kim then cries because she wants to talk to you all so bad: ;-; :whimper:
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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough."
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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:sigh: I am bored, I wana tal kto Will about now. but yeah we have that whole. "I'm in school and so is he" problem going on. -_-
You are guided by darkness. Chances are you are
depressed, or you just always see things in a
negative point of view. You sit back and take
everything in. You are the gentle giant. But
one day you will snap. (Rate my test)
What force is your soul?
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You are Anubis, jackel-headed god of the dead and
cemetaries. You're quite a character, but
you're always there for those dead spirits just
entering the underworld. You want to make
their spiritual life enjoyable, too.
Which Egyptian God Are You?
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Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down oh no
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
It that the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down oh no
So don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
( and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always, always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down oh no
So don't bring me down today...
Don't you bring me down...today...
Don't you bring me down...mmmmm...today...
Don't ask why I posted that. I was listening to the song and it reminded me of a few things in my life and so I just thought I would go ahead and put this up here. >< I hate the artist though, but she has a very powerful voice. o.O;
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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| Time: | 5:13 am. |
| Mood: |  amused. |
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hmm. I was let out of class early becuse i am smart and got my assignment donw in like 2 min. -_- I have about like 15 minuets untill my next class starts. >< :sigh: peopel are so stupid in my science class. they ask questions to things that the answer is right infront of their faces!!! >< It drives me in insane because i have to sit back and listen to them and I can't say anything because the teacher wants them to learn what is being told to them/shown. with my next few paychecks i am going ot take out $60 for drivers training so I can get my license >< and then the rest is going ot a computer so I don't have to "bother" my dad to use his. :mummbles: even when he isnt using it!!!!! :sigh: whatever hmm. anywho whats new in my life. i had drawn this relaly cool rose for a school project, -_- but I don't think that I will ever get it back. but hey that is ok. >< not like i needed a big rose picture up in my room or anything like that lol. :shrugs: for some reason my background dosn't seem to be showing up on the computer at school and it is realy starting to piss me off a bit for some reason. o.O;
:sigh: I need to find a quize or something to up on here,but I think for right now I might just have apicture or something. Tony is going with this guy o.O; I don't remember his name lol my bad. >< I wana start role playing again. >, i miss role playing with my friends. it makes it where i can get the hell out of this fucking reality thing they call life. -_- I hate life. >< I wana go and see that new movie Vahn Hellsing that is goig to be comming out. >< I don't know I just want to see hwobad it is I guess, but you never know it may be pretty good. :shrugs: we will see. the school dosn't seem to want to open the info site for the movie!! i havn't been able to find any 411 on this movie so if you guys know anything about it please tlel me so I can see some pictures and know what it is going ot be abotu and everything.Finnally it opens something!!! but now it isn't loading the first page. --- god this is driving me insane. >< blah well have to get going off the stupid P.E. class. o.O; woot? I think not. -_- ok this site isn't working at all
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Friday, February 20th, 2004
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well uhm yeah lots of shit is happening. >< my dad is sayign that I can't use the computer at home anymore because it is his computer and he wants me to get one of my own so I don't have to bug him to get on the computer and i will be able ot get on when I want. >< stupid nazi!!! I hate my parents I swear. now also I am nto able to go out on the weekdays and spend time with my friends because my dad says" no you can't because you have school the next day" but of coarse i can't on the weekends because I have to work oh I'msorry saturday is the only day that I am able to spend time with my friends and actlly have a life because they scheduale me to work till 6 at night so woot -_- but of coarse then my mom and day are all nutz with the fact that I am not doing anything aroudn the house and that I am out playing around with my friends so they hate that fact. >< blah. i hate this life I want to move out already. GRRRRRR!!!! grrr. well hey I think I might be gettign looks from the people around me because i am not even taking a pause in my typing andf i bet they are thinking like "wholy hell wtf" lol oh well :shrugs and sighs: i want to start using the computer alot more. this is the only way that I am able to talk to my friends besides the phone, but of coarse my dad dosn't want me using his phone anyway because he says "the phone is used for making apointments to talk to people not sit there and chit chat all day long" but of coarse he dosn't like me on the computer talking ot my friends either and he dosn't want me to go anywhere on the weekdays so how the hell am I suposed to use the phone to make a date to meet and talk to someone. -_- there is no point in it. >< grrr. sometimes i am glade to get off to work because then I don't have to be home and dealing with them all fucking day long. ;-; I wana get out of this place. Santa Maria has goten sooooo old and there is nothign ot do too. >< but of coarse even if there was something that I could do I wouldn't be able ot do it in the first place. >< blah!!!!!! stupid headsall of them!!!! i swear!!!!! grrr. :sigh: wlel enough of my ranting not like anyone reads this shit anyway. lol i know I wouldn't. but isn't that what this thing is for? ranting abotu the things that happend to you at a certon day or something like that. o.O; oh well. talk to ou all later. that is if I can get my own computer. >
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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| Subject: | kitties!!! |
| Time: | 1:12 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | library not suposed ot have any music. |
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uhm ya, not relaly sure what I am suposed ot be writing at the momment so I am not going ot be posting anything interesting. o.O; I am at the library right now....uhm. yeah. I am going ot be going ot the mall soon. ^^ woot for that then i have a new movie at home that I am needing ot watch when I get there. hey here is a funny little picture that I found so woot for that.
YAY!!!^^
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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I drew this relaly cool picture of arucard today in school I will have to scan it when I get home you guys will hopefully love it. I think I did an ok job on it. it is in black and white though because I didn't have any colored pencils on me today at school. so woot for that anywho I am off to my 6th period. it was fun hagning out with Will yesterday twas all fun i got a binder and 3 CD's Rob Zombie, Dean Martin, and the Hellsing soundtrack. woot hmmm anywho bye bye and love you all so much I miss talking to you all. I might go to church with will tonight so if I don't then I will see if i can't get on the computer and talk to some people. I bet Eric is like bouncing off the walls or something like that. o.O; :hugs Eric: anywho. bye bye and love you all again. :blows and kiss to everyone and runs off to class all happy like with her new drawing: ^^
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Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
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blah lets see I have seen will like about 3 days in a row soon to be 4 lol he is going ot come and see me after school today whil I am in my 7th period so it is all good. woot. I have to get going to P.E. class and go and....be stupid and crap like that. wait I think I might just have to go to my drama class so I can paint the set for a play that we are putting on I have to go to my talk to my drama teacher
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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well fuck. I am tired of waking up and getting into fights with people just because I ask a simple question or something. I WANT OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!!! THIS LIFE EVEN!!!! I am about ready to just say fuck it all and get out of this town right now I honestly am starting not to care about what my parents are going ot feel if I just leave. it would be better then staying wouldn't it. >
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Thursday, January 15th, 2004
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You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~
What anime kiss are you?
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I had a Dream with Eric in it. o.O; just htought i would put that for some reason so that I would be able to do something before I went off to my 3rd period. >< I think I am going to go ahead and come in here at lunch time and write a bit more and shtuff like that woot for me no? lol. anywho off to history class now. ;-;
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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Well gollie this is another one of those days that I am relaly not sure of what to write at the momment. o.O; well hmmm lets see.
...This morning i had woken up about 4:30 in the morning to go to my new 0 period. well I shuffle off to get my coffee and all that crap and then I go off to school like a good little girl (:Gags on her won words: ><) and when I get there, I am about 2 minuets early for the class to start, but the teacher still isn't there yet. so I wait...and i wait...and I fucking wait still!!! about 20 minuets after the class has (or is suposed to) start the principle comes and lets us into the class (about fucking time) he hands around a peice of paper and tells everyoen to sign there names on it so he can have the role to make sure people are there. then as the paper is going around he had to nurve to say "when you sign your name you can go ahead and leave" I got up about 3 hours erlier then I do normaly...TO SIGN MY NAME ON A FUCKING GOD DAMN PEICE OF PAPER!!!!!! >< I was goign to kill him!!!! or the teacher for that mater for not showing up. well then I got a notice saying that I am needing to go to the office. so I do and they tell me that "oh I'm sorry you are in teh health class for 0 period? well that dosn't start untill the 26th" O_O;;;;; EXCUSSS ME!!!! why couldn't you tell me this before hand and then we wouldn't have had this damn problem in the first place ya think!!!!! :sighs:
well that was that part of the day hmmm what else. I am going to be changing my hiostory teacher and my english teacher to different people that are.....nicer? o.O; but I don't know if you can get a teacher nice enough for me now can you. -_- honestly (:thinsk that she is picky, but isn't sure yet: well I think I am because of my pickynis in men -_-;;; ) hmmm. well waht else :screams and yells at her dad because he is being really stupid at the momment: he is now making me get off the computer at 9:00. why because 1 I have school and 2 he is a fucking ass. what mroe can I say thats just the way that he is. damn natzi's. >< :growls: hmmm. I have been drawing alot more latly I have been drawing alot more latly. I drew Maleric for Eric. o.O; (lol that was just kinda funny sorry. -_-) I drew some guy holding a guy and then I drew a littel dragon thing. ^^ wootness for me eh. hmmm. now all I have ot do is scan it, but I think I willdo that after I post this so I don't lose it...oh yeah -_- its my brothers computer not hooked up to the scanner well then I guess I will have to do that a bit later. I think I am goign ot start puting a picture or a quiz at the end of each of my entries just to make them innteresting.
I need to make one of thos personality hings up real quick aswell.. you know like what is your name that sorta thing. hey here for all of you:... I want all of you (or those who would like to) to write:
1) What is one thing that you love about me?
2) What is one thing that you hate about me?
3) What is one thing that you think I am good at?
4) What is one thing that I really suck at?
5) What do you think a good name for me would be?
6) What is one thing that I am scared of?
7) What is one thing that I love?
8) Name three of my interests.
9) What do you think I should do when I get out of high school? (like what should I Major in? ex: Art, Lawm, Doctor etc)
10) What is something that I can do better at?
11) what is something that I need to let go of?
12) What are my favorite color(s)?
13) If I was sad/depressed, what is something that you would do to cheer me up?
14) what is one sign of affection that you would give to me? (Hug, glomp, Kick in the head o.O;; )
15) What is one symbol that describes me?
16) If you could put me in a tiem period which do you think I would be best in and why?(14th century, Ancient Egypt, The Time peral Harbor was going on)
ok am done. ^^yeah I just like to know what peopel think abotu me, because people tell me they like something >< but they never tell me what they don't like so I never know what I am able to cahnge in myself if I need to change anythign at all.
Well love you all and goodnight!!!! :hug and kiss to Everyone!!!!!!!:
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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well honestly nothign interesting has happend. I need to get to the mall so I can get a gift for Kim and I need ot send her letter off with it. ^^ she needs to get it fast. >< hmmm. what else. I went to boomers graduated to Maniac finnaly. but I can only do a few songs on it. but hey atleast I am gettign alot better and it is relaly fun too. ^^ I think I broke a go-cart at boomers. o.O; it was acting all funny when I got out of it. lol oh well not my fault. o.O; hmmm. uhm...yeah not sure what else. I have to go and do evil house work and shtuff liek that then I am off to go ahead and draw.
ERIC: hey I drew a picture of your character cause I was relaly bored. I can't remember if there were any marks on his face so please tell me if they are.
KIM: I will get your gift off to you as soon as possible. miss you lots. :hug:
AARON/MATT: I had lots of fun on Tuesday. it was so much better then working!!!
RACHEL: I have been meaning ot send you an e-mail relaly sorry. ;-; and i still need to send you a letter. ><
ASH: o.O; ditto as Rachel. >< god I am so bad. damnit I need ot get on the ball and get my stuff down.
EVERYONE: I LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS TALKING TO YOU!!!! :whimpers nad hugs a stuffedcat and sits in a ltitle corner all computer-liss: ;-;
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Monday, December 29th, 2003
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Kimiwa seijitsuna moralist kireina yubide bokuwo nazoru
Bokuwa junsuina terrorist kimino omougamamani kakumeiga okiru
Koini shibarareta specialist nagai tsumewo taterareta boku
Aiwo tashikametai egoist kimino okumade tadoritsukitai
Kimino kaoga to-zakaru
ah bokuga boku de nakunaru maeni
Aishitemo iikai? Yureru yoruni
Arugamama de iiyo motto fukaku
Kuruoshii kuraini nareta kuchibiruga tokeau hodoni
Boku wa... kimino... vanilla
"...nante kidorigusi" sonna cool na kimi wa plastic
Atsui ma nazashi niwa ecologist sonna moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii
Yugandeiku kimi no kao ga
ah bokuga boku de iraremasu yo-ni
Aishitemo iikai? Yureru yoruni
Arugamama de iiyo motto hayaku
Kuruoshii kuraini nareta kuchibiruga kotoba nante mou
Kimi to... boku not... burning love
ah ikutsu asa wo mukaereba ah yoru wa owarunodaro-ka
ah sora ni chiribamerareta ah shiroi hana ni kakomarete iku
Aishitemo iikai? Yureru yoruni
Arugamama de iiyo "I've seen a tail"
(Kuyashii kuraini kimini hamatterunoni)
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray !!
Aishitemo iikai? Yureru yoruni
Arugamama de iiyo motto kimiwo
Kuruoshii kuraini nareta koshitsuki ga tokeau hodoni
Kimiwa...bokuno...ban-nin da
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interesting. well hey I am over at friends house right now so I can't write much. she is letting me write a bit, I slept the night over at Michelles house last night and i also found a new anime that I like. omg!!! her host parents don't watch alot of anime, but they have Akira and they have the very first vampire hunter D!!! :binges on the TV for awhile: anywho uhm I don't know what else. I got a cell phone. it is pre-payed minuets but the number is 260-5563. that is just incase anyone needs to get ahold of me, but I do accept texts because they are cheap for me. ^^ anywho. they also don't take alot of minuets so. ^^ hmmm. what else. I got a new stereo system. the bass speakers light up it is way cool. hmm... I got cloths. -_- of coarse what mother wouldn't be fit on christmass if she didn't get her daughter clothes. :makes an ick face: >< I got slippers and toe socks so I am all shpiffy now. ^^ hmmm.......I don't know what else to write at the momment so I think I am just going to get going about now. ^^ talk to you later. ^^ give me a ring if ya want love you all!!!!
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Monday, December 22nd, 2003
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EARTHQuke!!! ^^ was funny though. my boss and my manager bother stasrted screamign when it hit at work. and in paso 3 people died along with at wendy's a bun warmer fell so they had to close cause they couldn't warm the hambuger buns. lol oh well. I had goten hit by a picture from it fallign off my wall when I was saving my mom's dog. -_- no worries though it only hurt for a momment. :shrugs:
well hmmm. what else. I got chewed out by this girl at work today. Drive through had messed up her order so she came in to complain about it. so she comes to me and starts yellign at me even though I am nto evern working at drive through. then millions of people where comming in to buy stuff so I missed my break twice and almost missed it with my parents and then my boss let me go off. >< I was wanting another earthqauke to hit so I could possibly go home.Home Depot had closed because the shelves had started swaying so they evacuated the place. you saw a bunch of employees from HD outside just milling around. great fun.
hmmm. I am not sure what else ot bore you with so hey I guess i m just going ot get going. so talk to you all later. I need to figure out how I can get my pictures up on the computer cause 1asphost.com isn't working for me. >< it won't upload pictures. o.O; atleast I an't find the button to push to upload them >< so yeah that is sorta pissing me off there. >< :growls: oh well. love you all. ^^
oh and they have me schedualed to work all this fucking week!!!!! scept Christmass and Saturday!!!! ;-; no free time for poor little me. >
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confused.